Celluloid Diaries: July 2013

Sunday, July 28, 2013

I'm on the poster of The Strange Color Of Your Body's Tears

The Stranger Color Of Your Body's Tears movie poster

I'm on the poster of The Strange Color Of Your Body's Tears (original French title: L'étrange couleur des larmes de ton corps), the new film by Amer directors Bruno Forzani and Hélène Cattet. I may be used to seeing my name on a movie poster, but having my image portrayed is a first for me. The reason I modeled for this is that it was designed by my boyfriend Gilles Vranckx. I really love how the poster turned out. What do you think?

Saturday, July 20, 2013

I will love you forever, my sweet little soulmate

Avalon

The day started perfect with Avalon's long-stretched daily ritual of kisses and cuddles in bed. I had planned to stay the rest of the day with him. I went for groceries early in the morning to be sure that nothing or no-one could separate us later that day.

When I came home 45 minutes later, Avalon had vomited all over the place and was pleading for help. I called the vet and he told me he would be there between two and three pm. Ten minutes later, I was already on my way to the vet myself because Avalon's situation had gotten worse. He was drooling and panting. At the vet's, Avalon put his little head against my belly and his front paws around my waist while the vet was performing several tests and treatments.

Less than an hour after we arrived, the vet discovered that the muscle around his heart had grown to a point that he could hardly breath anymore. He had no more than two weeks to live and would be in constant pain.

Avalon died peacefully in my arms today while I told him how much I loved him, how he had always been the one for me and how happy he had made me.

Never had I expected to love a cat so much. He was the one who taught me about love, about what it meant to love unselfishly. Our relationship was so fusional we could never be more than a few hours without each other. How I am supposed to live the rest of my life without him, I really don't know.

With Avalon I lost my soulmate, my purpose, my inspiration, the one great love of my life. Our love was the kind that transcended time and, I'm sure, will even transcend death.

I will love you forever, Avalon.

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Tuesday, July 16, 2013

Reading / watching / listening to...

Under The Dome TV series

Reading

* The Ritual by Adam Nevill. Largely influenced by movies, The Ritual reminded me in the first half of The Descend and The Blairwitch Project and in the second half of The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. The result is claustrophobic, unsettling and clever. I'll be reading more of Adam Nevill's books.


Watching

* Under The Dome (episodes 1 - 3).  Stephen King's novels are usually too long for me (especially Under The Dome with its 1,088 pages) but I can proudly say I've seen every film adaptation of his work except for a rare Bollywood adaptation. Under The Dome announces itself positively in the first episode, but then declines in quality due to the stereotypical characters and their unnatural reactions. King repeats himself and he has been a cliché of his own work since years. Meanwhile, he knows how to intrigue and build up suspense and there hasn't been a dull moment in Under The Dome since the beginning. By the way, did you see that limited collector's edition of Under The Dome? It's already on my wish list just for the packaging. Check it out here and tell me you don't want this.

* Dexter season 8 (episodes 1 - 3). It's getting a little silly and repetitive, ins't it? But it's still the perfect TV series to unwind after a long day. And I love the twist at the end of the first episode.


* Passion. Brian de Palma goes back to his roots with this remake of the French film Crime d'amour / Love Crime by Alain Corneau. Passion may be over the top trashy and unbelievable, but I can't deny I had lots of fun with this story full of mystery, sex and murder. With Noomi Rapace and Rachel McAdams.

* The Burning. Gilles hadn't seen The Burning yet, so it was a good excuse to rediscover one of the better slasher movies of the 80s. Sometimes a little silly, sometimes delightfully suspenseful. The famous scene where half of the cast gets slashed in a matter of seconds is still memorable and surprising after so many years.

* The Brass Teapot. The teapot from the title is a magical object that sprouts money every time someone around it is hurt.When a white trash couple steals the brass teapot, things get out of hand. Several twists keep this movie fresh and funny.

* I Think We're Alone Now. Does this title ring a (musical) bell? Then chances are you're a child of the 80s and that you'll enjoy this documentary about the stalkers of former pop icon Tiffany. It's funny to see how these men are convinced they're meant to be with their idol. But it's also sad, because they're so lonely and unhappy.

* The Purge. For twelve hours a year all crime is legalized, including murder. A couple (Ethan Hawke and Lena Headey) with two children barricades themselves into their home, hoping to make it through the Purge alive. Then a stranger comes knocking on their door, asking for help. The beginning of The Purge is wonderfully suspenseful and promising; the second half is just flat. A film with a lot of potential that just doesn't bring it home.

* Komodo vs. Cobra. Yes, I watch this kind of stuff... And I like it too. Monstrous animals are cool, especially komodos. Who cares about bad CGI, story and acting, when there's a giant komodo eating people? And you know what's worse? This was a re-watch. First time was in a hotel room in Ostend ten years ago.

* World War Z. It's like Steven Spielberg's War Of The Worlds, but with zombies. After a memorable and heart-pounding opening, the movie succeeds in keeping its pace and originality up until the third act. From then on World War Z is still clever, just slower and more like many other zombie movies. An alternate, grimmer ending exists and I would have preferred that one.

* Dear Zachary: A Letter To A Son About His Father. This documentary started as a message to a young boy whose father had been murdered by the woman that is now raising him. Whereas the documentary was fait-divers in nature, it brought to light criminal legislation flaws and succeeded in realizing necessary changes. There's also a book about the same subject: Dance With The Devil: A Memoir Of Murder And Loss.

* American Gigolo. This is one of those movies that defined my youth. Still fascinating and not aged a bit.


Listening to

* Alela Diane. The ideal background music for an afternoon of blogging in bed. My boyfriend's presence, scented candles, and my favorite drink (Tao) make the scene complete. 


What are you reading, watching and listening to lately?

Thursday, July 11, 2013

Life lately

Reading In Bed by Sue Gee
Ellis Gourmet Burger
Sluis
Bloody Birthday + Zaventem Park
La roche du chat

Left to right, top to bottom: 
(1) Reading in bed... I've been doing a lot of that lately. You can find some of the things I've been reading lately here. I haven't read Sue Gee's novel yet, but with such a title not much can go wrong; 
(2) My reading buddy: Avalon; 
(3) and (4) After having spent several hours on a Brussels' terrace to enjoy the first days of summer under a canopy of trees, Gilles and I tried the vegetarian burgers at Ellis. A delightful evening;
(5) and (6) After my visit of the abandoned haunted convent in St. Anna ter Muiden, I accompanied Ingrid Jorgensen (author of the travel story Go East) to the nearby village of Sluis;
(7) Bloody Birthday was the first horror movie I ever showed to my baby sister Jennifer. Because we are both in a nostalgic mood lately, we opted for a movie night in bed with this film. This is a screenshot of Bloody Birthday;
(8) Enjoying the sun and my sister's company in the park of Zaventem;
(9) and (10) Gilles and I went for a walk in the forest to see the viewpoint La roche du chat which translates as Cat's Rock. No cats were seen, but we had a close encounter with a wild boar.

In other news, there are two new calendars available with my boyfriend Gilles Vranckx' illustration work. Check them out. You may like them ;-)
  http://www.calvendo.de/galerie/les-femmes-de-gilles-2/?
http://www.calvendo.de/galerie/les-femmes-de-gilles/?

Sunday, July 7, 2013

Goodbye, granddad

bompa
My grandfather passed away last night. He was like a second father to me, so there are no words to express my sadness.

He was the kindest person I knew; he never said bad things about others and he was always willing to help his family, friends and neighbors. Some of the happiest moments of my life I owe to him: the bedtime stories he told me about Laurel & Hardy when I was a kid; our travels to Mallorca, Tenerife, Spain and the Belgian seaside; the backyard barbecues, the visits to restaurants... I even have fond memories accompanying him to clients when he was an insurance broker. Every moment spent with my grandfather was a blessing and I miss him so much.

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Yes man

Yes Man

Have you seen Yes Man, the movie in which Jim Carrey challenges himself to say 'yes' to everything for an entire year and sees his professional and romantic life changed almost overnight?

When I watched Yes Man in 2008, I wanted to do the same. I was curious if my life would change as well.

Guess what? Miraculous things did happen. It took a few months to see results, but I can safely say that my stories The Strangers Outside and A Good Man would never have been turned into films if I hadn't said 'yes' to seemingly unimportant parties and dinners. I wouldn't have had important television appearances and I would probably still be the insecure woman I was five years ago.

When my grandfather got cancer, I became a 'no'-woman again. Because I took care of my grandparents as much as I could, I was just too tired to do anything else. I've been contemplating saying 'yes' again for a while now, but my fatigue always served as the perfect excuse.

When my sister told me she watched Yes Man and wanted to start saying 'yes' to everything as well, I saw it as a  'sign' to stop making excuses and seize opportunities once more.

Have you tried the Yes Man-technique? What were your experiences? If not, I suggest you try saying 'yes' to everything for three months or so and see what happens. I can already guarantee you that your life and writing career will improve in ways you can not yet imagine. What do you think? Is it something you would like to try?
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This article was posted for the Insecure Writer's Support Group. Similar articles about writing can be found at http://alexjcavanaugh.blogspot.be/p/the-insecure-writers-support-group.html.

Monday, July 1, 2013

Seeing Ghosts

Seeing Ghosts by James Garcia Jr.

I'm handing over my blog today to James Garcia Jr.  He'll talk to you about his new paranormal romance Seeing Ghosts and about the things he's reading, watching and listening to lately. James is also giving away an ebook copy of Seeing Ghosts to one lucky reader of this blog. To enter to win, leave a comment with your contact information. You can gain extra entries by sharing this post on Facebook, Twitter, Pinterest, StumbleUpon, Tumblr, Google+ and/or a forum. Giveaway is open worldwide and ends July 8. Good luck :)

Hello, Vanessa! Thanks so much for granting this opportunity to share with you and your audience. I was very pleased to find you among those who are hosting me this month. Our paths may not cross all that often along the world wide web, but to quote Khan from Star Trek II, The Wrath of Khan, “I never forget a face.”

As you know I have a new e-book out. It is called, Seeing Ghosts. I have momentarily stepped away from the crossover vampires that I have been writing and have embraced my inner paranormal romantic. It’s not a pure romance necessarily. I call it a paranormal with a healthy dose of romance. One might find it odd that a guy who grew up listening to eighties heavy metal would be writing a book that has that much romance in it at all; however, it isn’t surprising once you understand that I am actually far more comfortable sitting on a couch, watching romantic comedies than I am watching horror. No one in my family really watches horror, anyway – although my 15 year old son has begun doing so. Can you picture me down some darkened basement, plugged into a horror film on my laptop with headphones over my ears to muffle the screams? Yeah, it’s kind of like that. Now you can see why it is that I hardly watch anything scary. *laughs*

When I came by on an advanced scouting trip, as it were, looking for the perfect guest post for this site, I noticed that you frequently updated everyone on what you were watching, reading and listening to. So it dawned on me that there was perhaps no better way to introduce myself to your audience than by doing the same.

Reading:

I work an 11 hour day job for Sun Maid Growers of California where I supervise the packing of raisins and other dried fruits into various types of packaging materials. That doesn’t leave a lot of time for reading. However, of late I have managed to dust off my trusty Kindle and get some reading in. I read the new Dan Brown book, Inferno. I thought it was good and a worthy entry into the Robert Langdon series. The ending is a bit of a letdown, but all in all enjoyable for those who love those page-turning, cliff-hanging chapters of his. I then read the second book by Indie author Linda Cassidy Lewis. She’s a buddy and neighbor of mine who writes adult fiction about people and their relationships. I then read Richard J. Parker’s latest, Scare Me. I was blown out of the water by that one. If you like serial killer stuff, you have got to get your hands on that one.

Watching:

I’m stuck playing a little catch up in this category. You see my teenage sons don’t need dad to get them to the movies anymore. Now I see nothing until nearly a month later, and very often not until it’s On Demand on cable. *sigh* My wife and I did just see the latest in the Celine and Jesse series that is Before Midnight. We’ve really enjoyed these films and were very excited to get this third chapter. This one is a bit hard to watch because there’s a great deal of fighting, and not the kind of movie that enables you to skip the first one or two because you’ll end up not liking it at all. However, if you’ve enjoyed the first two chapters, I think you’ll like this one, too.

Listening to:

My tastes vary, but lately I have been listening to a lot of Jamie Cullum and Thirty Seconds To Mars. We’ve got tickets to an upcoming Matchbox Twenty/Goo Goo Dolls show, so I’m catching up with the new Goo Goo Dolls cd. I’ve been very curious to hear the new Black Sabbath cd now that Ozzy is back, and the early reviews have been very favorable as far as I can tell.

So, that’s a little bit about me. I thank you so much for taking the time, and thank you, Vanessa, for once again giving me this opportunity. *waves*

About Seeing Ghosts

Paul Herrera finds himself bequeathed a mysterious old house near the California central coast by a deceased aunt he never knew. The woman who shows it to him is the spitting image of his wife, taken from him three years before in a senseless car accident which also took his unborn son.

While he deals with the ghosts of a past he cannot let go, there are new ghosts Paul must deal with - alone for the week in the expansive two-story house that he will soon discover holds many secrets.

Eventually, he will see that he is surrounded by ghosts as he struggles to hold onto the only thing that he has left in this world - his sanity.

Also check out James' vampire novels Dance On Fire and Flash Point.

Other author guest posts: Favorite sci-fi and fantasy movies by Alecia Stone, All you need is love by Kimberly Krey, How to write a character study? by Blair McDowell, Favorite Christmas stories by Robert Gray, Do we have past lives? by Sarah DiCello, Help an animal this Christmas by Stacey Joy Netzel, Omaha 1945 by Vickie Hall, Spooky Halloween treats by Kristina Springer, Favorite ghost stories by Jennifer Rainey and Five things you didn't know about Boris Karloff by Jolie du Pré.